yeah, i just read over that and I do indeed, feel like a dumbass. a stupid, vulnerable dumbass.

I really hope you don’t think this is all about a boy or something stupid like that…(whoever you are..that reads this stuff..:( awh this is so lame)

my wish: for someone, anyone, to take interest in me. it doesn’t have to be a man looking to date me, as a matter of fact I’m pretty sure any boy who wants to get with me is on my hit list right now.haha.

(i seriously hate when boys hit on me. because I know that they just see a pretty face and a fun time. they don’t see that I’m special..shit. crying again.fuck.)


ugh. I just want someone to believe in me.


ihatethatthemoreiexplainmyselfthemorecomplicatedthingsgetandthemoreifeellikeihavetoexplainbecauseicantfullyespressmyself.